Well today has been so-so. I did eat 3 blueberry muffins-very high in carbs (about 30 each), but I haad to get rid of them before monday and I just couldn't bring myself to throwing them in the trash. It could have been worse.....chocolate cake, donuts, etc......

Other than that I have done ok. I may drink a cup of hot tea tonight, not sure yet. I am having a real bad day today, emotionally and mentally, the tea may help me calm down and relax. I have a killer pain in my neck, possibly from stress. My lower back is also killing me. Maybe I slept wrong.

I'm going to try to post on here everyday again, I tend to do better when I do. I hope that I am able to stick to my diet plans this coming week. I have to think of it as my only way to get pregnant, maybe that will help.

When I weighed myself this morning I was at 300 pounds, just 1.5 pounds higher than when I stopped my diet, so I am happy about that. I thought I was up about 2-3 pounds. When I think back to what I have been eating and drinking, I am very happy with where I am at now. I really haven't done terrible everyday, just haven't done well!